im sorru guys

hi. im sorry ok im not going to lie. right now i am upset, sad mixed emotions. why? last may,last week of may, my fave dog, casper got sick. i dont have any money back then, i am worrid, worried to death, he;s been sneezing almost endlessly. so we dont have any money back then but hello, i am not going to let my dog to die just like that.

i dont have any jewelries to pawn. i cant borrow any money, my friends are all broke, they are also suffering like me. i think this is the best option left, i pawned my iphone for about P2,000 or about $46.00. i called the doctor and he gave my dog some medicines

taganet tablets 8pcs
xanazole tablets 20 tabs
predmisole  (cant understand his writings)
glucolite powder 6 pcs
irtbigr tab 10pcs

all in all, ive spent P1,300 or $30.00 the remaining amount left, i gave to my mom to buy foods. my pets veterinarian told me, my dogs case is quite serious, because of his age 7 yrs old (1 yr pets life is equivalent to 7 years human life).

all tablets/medicines now gone. but my dog is still sick. he's not eating anymore so i have to forcefeed him. porridge but he doesnt like it so i tried to buy all the foods that he loves and like. red salted eggs, sisig (pork with vinegar? am i right) all the foods including chickens. i am at a lost, i cant send him back to his vet, i do not have the money, much worse, globe gave me a warning that i must pay P9,785 or $275 also suncellular warns me of  suit $190 my bank for about $165 i dont really know what to do i dont have the money i only have some P2000 or $46. i cant use this money because i must pay globe as soon as possible to avoid lawsuit. its killing me. seing my pet makes me cry i dont have a shoulder to cry on. i dont have friends because they are also busy trying to find a living, i hate where i am right now. hope i am in your shoe right now.

i said sorry to my pet, ive talked to him maybe he understands me, my only consolation is, ive tried ive sent him to the vet. now im forcing him to drink at least a milk. its killing me, this is the worst time of my life, seing my dog about to die, im having a hard time i cant fathom it. nobody wants to help because they are having the same financial problem im experiencing right now.

11:17 asian time N O W

i cant sleep. i am trying to sell this netbook that i am using, in order for me to pay some of my debts, am also selling my used tv, my gameboy advance, and everything. i dont even know how to smile, i love my dog and i cant do everything/anything to prolong his life but my mom and sister told me, if i am going to prolong his life, my dog's the only one to suffer, that i should let him GO.

so i know ive lost some of my readers and i am sorry. my heart is torn, broken. my soul is almost ruin. i want my dog to live, i want him, my son my bestfriend all rolled into one.

soon i could only post maybe once a month. i am sorry. and i would like to thank all of you for your time reading my posts, eventhough i dont have the proper command of the english language, thank you, thanks but i know this is only temporary. you dont know how and what i feel. i cant even afford to buy hamburger.

my aunt who died years ago told me. no matter how hard your problem is, dont pity yourself, when you pitid on yourself you self esteem will be affected stand up chin up and facethe problem. the bigger the problems the easier the solutions. i am not ready i dont want my dog to leave me..............

again, thank you and goodbye not permanently but temporarily. but ill be back soon.  so pls keep on checking from time to time.

appreciated? thanks.

wow whatta comment from Mr Steve of Samsung Deals, ok i loved samsung products thats why after my financial problems (debts) ill earn and save money i wanna buy samsung tab 7. i think it costs about $500 more or less. well Mr Steve if you want send me one samsung tab for free and ill advertise you on all of my sites, in myy net radio show, in my facebook/twitter account, how about that sir? hahahaha

the only reason why i was able to post is, im cleaning this netbook removing my files as you can see, i sold it, buyer will pick up my net this aftrenoon. but dont cry my dear readers, i still have my iphone i can post using my iphone.

if apple will remove the itune registration something, then it will be much easier. imagine you cant download anything until you must first register and how on earth you can register if you dont have a credit card? at least mastercard? well, i am a jcb user plssssssssss.

thats the reason why i prefers samsung, ease of downloading, but you can do the same using nokia, lg, and others. for me, the biggest hindrance is itune registration bla-bla. and i hate it, sure by downloading cydia application you can now download anything using your iphone, but id rather not, afraid something bad might happen on my phone.

but if you really love and needs to buy inexpensive phone try http://www.plum-mobile.com nice designs, friendly prices.

i saw coby tablet and its quite cheaper, $160 and up. i hate to sell my netbook, i worked hard for this. but i know it should and must go. thanks Mr Steve of samsung deals.

the last 30 minutes...................

hi. good morning asians
good afternoon, good evening rest of the world.

in 30 minutes time, my broadband topups will expire. i dont know when i will be able to write again, i would like to thank all of you for your continued patronage hahahaha so hot in here, thats why my dogs takes about 4 baths a week.

and, im going to sell my netbook, the one that i am using now im going to pay some of my debts/loans ill just use my iphone for posting. but that one too will sell it.

the only thing that i hate about iphone is, the itune store. you must/should have a credit card its mastercard, my card is jcb and i cant register i cant download the latest ios 5.1.1 updates. i hate iphone. why is that you still need a credit card? id prefers samsung. after this mess ill settle for samsung tablet, i love samssung note but its 5 inch screen while samsung tablet is 7 inch.

so bye for now. see you soon. take care. love you guys. make love not war.

my pets loves me

hi. 9;53pm
sunday, may 13, 2012

its cute. my pets kissing me, playing with me. im eating a chocolate cake and they want some, hahaha so i gave some, i remembered chocolate is bad to the dogs, but its ok i just ate the icing they ate the fluffy cake.

you know its hard for me to say no to my pets. everytime i spank them, i cried hehehehe its just that they are so stubborn, keep on barking. upon seing a dog passing by, they will bark almost endlessly.

guys do you believe in reincarnation? maybe i am cruel to the animals back then and i am paying it (my cruelty) right now? or, could they be my sons or daughters before? i remembered my dog, we went to her veterinarian, because she had this wound on her stomach (i cant remember what it is exactly) so the veterinarian treating my dog, and i was outside of the clinic crying, yeah its true, i hate it when my pet dies.

the most painful is, when my favorite dog, agha got sick, i brought him to the vet, so twas ok, they treated him, gave some injections, while on the bus, i felt my dog, his head on my shoulder, i didnt worry because i thought hes just sleeping, so reached my house, put him on my bed, i stared at him alas, hes not moving, hes dead. this is the most painful part of my life, i literally cried a river, i dont care if people saw me crying, i wept day and night. the hardest thing to accept is, at night no one will kiss me goodnight, no one will give me a good morning kiss, no one will bark at me. i thought, that i am going to die.

but i am having a hard time loving a person, when my relatives died one after the other, i didnt even bother to shread  tear. when my grandma (worst one hehehe) died, i went to the disco and have a good time. well i only loved two or three persons in my life (aside from my family) this one ive loved so much but too young, talking about loving a human being hahaha.

happy mothers day to all mothers out there. guys, want you to kiss your grandma, your mother, your aunt. have a nice monday asians. hi to all of my friends in india.

to all my chinese friends please help us. we want peace not war. that island is ours. why dont you just try to tell your leader that if they want to drill look for some gas, would it be nice to let the Philippines and China act as one? and divide the income into two? my chinese friends, nobody wants an enemy.

becoming alive

hi. im back, till tom 12 noon only. first great news, my dog, smokey is back. after 4 months he's back. he and casper and my cats completed me, im an animal lover i can maybe learn to leve all kinds of animals in the world (except the lizards in human disguise hahahahahaha peace twas a joke)

then earlier this morning, fatso, my favorite cat died. yesterday we were playing and i even hugged him, and i told him that i love him. thats why i used to tell my pets how much i loved them, unconditional loved. i used to pick up and hugged my pets and tell them how much i loved them, if i scolded them, ill them the reasons, i know they can understand. i think its time for you to do the same, tell your love ones how much you loved them. until they are still alive, until they can still hear you, they will appreciate your words.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mothers out there, thank you mom and to my grandma priscilla worlds greatest mom and grandma.

world's worst grandma goes to - my grandma who died years ago. she only loved my rich cousins and she hates us, poor ones, too bad i didnt even have a change to slapped her. hey its me, the real me. i will jot down everything what i want to say. now bet my grandma, worst grandma.

i dont have doubts,

in this internet thing, i was able to learn too many things, im now afraid of eating those chips, i prefers locally made foods and medicines, and even my laptop that im using ive the camera covered its like am i being paranoid? hehehhe. i had it covered because i felt like somebody's watching me. i dont care bout my iphone, i rarely use it except surf the net but the wifi's here are off, you need a password, and again, i hate it hehehe.

now that the holyweek is over, i would like to tell you that THE CREATOR, the SOn, The Virgin Mary are real. somebody trying to discredit to lull us away. this is my post to be last holyweek and now ive forgotten the facts that i am going to jot in here.

and im even afraid of drinking any colas. i basically think in my own opinion that hell or a part of it is in here, on this planet. an extension room? hahaha. who knows? the world is full of surprises. i do believe that there are still places in this planet yet to be discovered. new species to be found.

about
benjamin fulford.net

hmm im just wondering some of his post arent into fruitition yet. and he even gave a deadline. esp about that royals who will now (accdg to benjamin) will rule the empire on april 1, 2012. hohumm sick n tired. all is a brouhaha all is a part of this and a part of that and a bit part of another that,.

you need jobs? work at home?

www.jobsokey.blogspot.com

go and visit my site. have a nice tuesday.

learn to forgive n play basketball allright got it

tired. very very tired. played basketball for three hours my knees are shaking hahaha it's fun.
lying in my bed it's almost nine pm and I'm really tired. did you like my post bout Ms MSantiago and Liz Taylor? ahh woman of substance.
there's this thing I would like to ask Anonymous a question. are you pro GOD?

we are legion
we do not forget
we do not forgive - anonymous

legion? we all know who or what legion is. anonymous claims they don't have a leader a
non spiritual non physical? you do not forgive? so you are....? it's just a question you xo not
forgive you do not forget? why? so the word
forgive isn't in your vocabulary? GOD wants all of us to love and forgive each other. that's all for now I'm soooo tired guys. I didn't even do my evenng brisk walking routine hehehe sign of aging? maybe wahahahahaha wanna earn my
first
million first......

take care
evil hides in many form thAt is unfathim to us all.

a new me. re inventing myself.......again

re invent your self

we must try to re invent our self to get rid of
that old look, we must try to re invent to gain to find to do something new well at least again. sporting a single look over the years is quite boring isn't it?
if you are kind being kind is quite boring try to sport a rebel look hahaha with matching guns hahahha hey am not promoting it.
what am saying is it's boring living having the same routine daily hey you are not a computer or a robot
we must try to add something new, if you are old get a new hair cut change your clothes preperence, try coloring your hair, attend a new or join a club get a new hobby too bad fo me all I want is to be a cj journalist but I can't afford a videocam it will cost ke some five hundred dollars.

a new me

now I'm playing basketball again and doing some walking exercises daily, renewing friendships looking for a new set of friends I kept on collecting then later I must segregate the good ones to the not so good ones, my rule is simple find genuine friends that will love me. I am trying to plant a new set of flowers in my unseen garden.
we aren't getting any younger
we all will reac our own expiration date (hahahhahahhaha) sooner or later.

what I notice

am starin at my palm and I find this new sets of lines in my palm, it's not here before. I swear I don't know what it means, a new lines in my palm it's in my left palm they said left palm means past and the right palm means the future? so something in th past will make a comeback? and I am seing a star in my left palm, don't know what it means.

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bits about Sen Miriam D.Santiago

courtesy of The Philippine Star
Sunday march 25, 2012
sunday lifestyle
by jojo silvestre

tidbits of info about Senator Miriam D. Santiago

fave author - Leo Tolstoy
role model - Marie Curie, Margaret Thatcher
fave music - Mozart
fave song - Strangers in Paradise
fave food - champagne and caviar
her must travel destination - anywhere in Italy
latest job - aside from being a senator, she is an incoming judge of the International Criminal Court and by accepting the job, she will resign from her post as senator.
finished a master's in Theology
she's a lawyer
a judge
a doctorate degree holder
I tell you she is a very tough lady, she is great well loved by the flipono people, in politics she only loss once, election for president, but that is another story. she is a very successful women. idolizes by millions feared by billions. woman has balls. she is serious too bad shell leave us soon to fulfill her latest adventure in her life. she is my idol the woman whose tongue is made up of sword hahahaha she's very straight forwarded she means what she says. the interview is very lengthy. she is a gem a diamond a gift to the Filipino people.

on your first death anniversary, Ms Taylor

hI. it's Ms Elizabeth Taylors first death anniversary. a woman who loves fine jewelries. she created perfumes and colognes like

passion 1987
passion for men 1989
white diamonds 1991
diamonds and emeralds 1993
gardenia 2003
and if I'm not mistaken her last perfume before she died last year

violet eyes 2011
her latest perfume

or her last gift to the world to her admirers and fans worldwide. she is the most beautiful actress of all time. thank you Ms Taylor surely we will miss you. go and buy her perfumes.
we will all see you soon, world's idol. the beauty the look the glamour that is yours and ours to cherish forever.

a visionary's message of great Importance

hi. I've a new link for you, especially for catholics. it's a very refreshing message of our Saviour to us all. praying Rosary is something great so I think I need to start praying the rosary for worldwide peace.
hi to my Indians friends how are you? not hearing anything from you. hope everything will be peaceful, no arguments can be settle if there is no calmness present. we must remain calm because there is peace if we will all be calm. I know it's hard but again, shouting raising voices solves nothing it only creates confusions and angered.
well having a hard time posting using my iPhone because the connections is very slow a one minute YouTube video I can finish watching that in 3 or 5 minutes. it seems the technology is not available in here hahaha. I hate it so slow.
I'll try to post a link later it's quite scary.
so almost weekend keep safe. pls pray for world
peace and that there will be a hungry less in the world.
keep safe. and thank you for reading my blogs thank you.

here's the link about n. Korea a must read. scary but I'dont know if it's true or not but judge it foy yourslf

http://english.chosun.com/site/data/html_dir/2012/03/22/20120322http://www.thewarningsecondcoming.com/tell-humanity-that-all-is-now-in-my-most-holy-hands/00933.html
hey
do you need a new mobile?

how about plum mobile? go to

www.plum-mobile.com


here's the link
the message of our Saviour

http://www.thewarningsecondcoming.com/tell-humanity-that-all-is-now-in-my-most-holy-hands/

I'm going to tell you a secret, it's between us, ok?

hi. I'm browsing the net I visited fulfords site, emperor Akihito of japan is a fake emperor? also the most shocking story is that all about those aborted babies I admit I cried because of anger. it's like those people doesn't believe in GOD , Jesus Christ, and Mama Mary anymore. the cruelest thing that a human can do. I'd rather kept my mouth shout just copy paste and read it.

fake emperor? go to

www.benjaminfulford.net

aborted babies

http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/03/20/aborted-babies-are-being-chopped-up-and-sold-to-researchers-all-over-america-with-the-full-approval-of-the-obama-administration/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+pakalert+%28Pak+Alert+Press%29

the truth about identified flying object.......... well, almost...

my 102nd article
yahoooooooooooooooooo


do you believe in the existance of ufos? i said identified flying object, thats what they are. i read somewhere that we, human beans, ow sorry i said human beings are they are our masters and we are their maid? we are their workers.
there are many videos about ifo worldwide, weve seen them on youtube etc, i mean hello are all of them fake? how i hope the government of the world will tell us that ifo's are real.
in this video you will hear a live phonecall conversation. i do believe that the guy on the phone is real, he is saying soomething that is real, his voice is quite serious, almost crying for e hes saying the truth hes very afraid. am wondering where is he now? that i cant find out. anyways savor the following video, ifo all over the world. enjoy.

http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/03/18/dont-believe-in-ufos-watch-this-2/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+pakalert+%28Pak+Alert+Press%29

free eyeglases yes its absolutely free

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              free glasses

ive seen this ad in my facebook. i was surprised, and i thought twas a joke until i saw a filipina's post thanking the site for giving her a free glasses its absolutely free.

before you try to click the link, i would like to request, if you are poor and you cannot afford to buy a glasses, then go and click, but if you can afford, pls stop. i hope you give the poor people a chance to own a free glasses, i know some people will click on it, eventhough they can afford to buy one.

to the site who gives free glasses

i would like to thank you fo giving out glasses. i am going to ask one for my mother, and illend you my mother's info. again thank you very much. more power.

http://bloggerfreegifts.blogspot.com/2012/02/good-news-summer-gift-for-bloggers.html

the truth is, i dont know thats why...............

great ive a link and im just going to shut my mouth hahahaha let you decide. now 11:50 am in here, its very hottttttttt
and my sinus is pestering me, huhuhu i jotted down last night that my sinus isnt pestering me, now its back........... from vacation? hahahaha
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anyways, im going to open a new site, if you are teen agers, studying, good manners and conduct, wanna meet a friend, send me your picture/s and some interesting facts about you, and ill put it in that site youll meet some pinoys and other foreigners.

so heres the link...

http://yourdaddy.net/2011/01/25/wiki-tiki-40-us-politicians-identified-as-slush-funds-are-seized-at-vatican-bank/

death star refuelling At the sun?

hi wazzup? i thought tWas summer already? it's cold in here. the weather is changing.
is it true? did you hear that pope Benedict will retire will quit his post as pope? well Vatican, I am available hahaha just hire me as a pope. hmm am sitting drinking my favorite coffee smoking so quiet in here, you can hear no sounds excepts
the birds chirping, I love birds it's not chirping for me it's singing well I am feeding them maybe as a sign of hmm how about barter? saying thank you they are chirping that makes me calm and stayed grounded.
that best thing that money can't buy. I hope countries will stop using money, how about barter? hehehe or exchange goods for goods imagine will going to buy iPhone and well use or trade seeds for iPhone? isn't it cool?
ok here's todays link star refuelling at the sun?

http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/03/15/conspiracy-theories-claim-mysterious-planet-sized-death-star-has-been-captured-on-video-as-it-refuels-at-the-surface-of-the-sun/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+pakalert+%28Pak+Alert+Press%29

he truth believe it or not I do

hi I've been reading this link and it surprises me. I think necronomicon is or should I say originated from Iran? atleast the old Iran? I am asking a question I am not saying that they are. this link written by David icke you'll learn something but don't read it using your iPhone use your computer or laptop it's very lengthy it's all about annunakis mars reptillians classification of reptiles
and
much more also learn what is shape shifting what is the fourth dimension and why the annunakis or reptillians needs this
just click the link above link

Cyndi lauper oh my I'm dead

hi oh my gosh I can't believe it Cyndi alauper
live in Manila on March 17, too bad I can't watch it ya know financial problem. tickets are quite. expensive, after all she's Cyndi Lauper the only femAle who owns the record
top 4 songs in one album and all of it ranked high on top ten songs number one.
gosh hello cheapest ticket is $20 expensive ones cost $115 cool I can't afford it hello anyone who wants to give me a free Cyndi lauper concert
tickets on the Phils?
cmon don't be shy hahahha. I love Cyndi lauper I live her voice. she's got the talent the voice and quite beautiful and also Madonna. hey pilipinos out there don't forget
to watch Cyndi lauper live in the Phils a once in a lifetime event too bad can't watch it. hey you out there from Luther countries if you like you can watch her live in the Philippines. I love her poster wearing a short hair and like Madonna her hair is weird, she used a brush tWas combed hahaha.
so got to go folks see yah later.
and don't forget psychicramta loves you all. hi to my Indian friends
geez now playing money changes everything by Cyndi lauper live juhuhuhu I wanna watch her concert.
comments suggestions criticisms are accepted
flood them in pls.

reading here and there

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work at home apply now

hi busy lately reading too many articles. my gave is www.benjaminfulford.net it's a refreshing one. it's like a comixx hahahha just go and click the link
I've read somewhere that there are many resignations happening these last few days hey I need a job vibe me one hahahhaha
do you need a job? work at home? well 2000 jobs are waiting for you just go to jobsokey.blogspot.com don't forget to register my friends. after registering search the jobs and apply. after applying just wait they will send you an email just follow that instructions.
also click and read this link

http://www.morningliberty.com/2012/03/09/bye-bye-nwo-mayhem-dragon-royal-family-15trillion-transition/