Pain, sufferings

Hi my friends. How are you? I'm sick and still don't know what it is, going to the John's to poo (excuse me) is hard literally almost crying then my doctor gave me some pills it's now easy but my scrotum or the hole ia aching Everytime I poo, I'm scared after one week if there's no improvement I have to seek a surgeons help, wherein they'll put me to sleep and insert a device to see my colon or something. I'm scared I don't like this. Hope I will feel better and ok in the next few days. Would like to ask your help, whatever your religion is please pray for me. Please I need prayers pray for me. It's hard it's painful I almost can't bear the pain. Pls pray for my very speedy recovery. Did you like the new look of my blog? Minus those search engine or something? Is it pleasing to the eyes now? Hope you'll like it coz I hate my blog back then, I just don't have time to fix it. Finally I did. You can see that subscribe. Pls do. Subscribe to my newsletter. I'm on a diet now, wherein I'm eating no meat even fish, eating all veggies and fruits like pineapple oranges grapes papaya. I'm loving this diet, half cup of rice. My meat is hard boiled egg. Love this diet. Guys, once again please help me. Pray for me. I need your help. So the hardest part is, still taking care of my mom who suffered a heart attack, lost her memory, stroke, act like a kid, her tantrums, I've to take care of her going to the bathroom washing it's hard that I'm also sick. She needs me 24/7. Hope I'll be ok, pray for me please. Thanks for to go.to cook.

Iron Butterfly...gone

Sun shines. Fresh air , vaping and when I turn the TV on, I was so shocked, the Iron Lady of Asia is dead, Senator Miriam Defensor Santiago dies this morning at 8:52 am Philippine time September 29. Shes suffering from lung cancer. She is 71 years old. Shes the best that there is. She run in the presidential election but lost. Shes a very tough one, scared of nobody, her breakfast ia nothing but death threats, she is also an author who wrote two books about humor, a successful author her books sold more than half a million copies. I'm sad. In all elections I'm praying that she will win. I even helped her in her first presidential campaign, visiting her office picking leaflets to distributed. And yes she have too many trophies, awards. She deserves it all. Her fans will surely miss her a lot. Her sense of humour. Shes the best Philippine politicians and now she's dead, it really hurts me as a fan. Goodbye Mrs Santiago and thank you for taking good care od us. Condolence to the pinoys. The Iron Butterfly will now rest.

Still alive and kicking

Hi. How are you guys? Long time no post. I'm guilty bahaha sorry bout that almost 200 days. Please don't leave me .. hate my site😅😅 It's full of those useless apps. I'm about to delete all of them except those that I think I really need. I'm going to close this page and create a new chapter. I'm taking care of my mom yah know that. So I can't leave the house, suffered massive heart attack lost her memory, who needs me 24/7. I'm busy taking care of her. Am not earning coz I can't leave the house. It's hard. Cant afford to buy things that I need. Sometimes wanna eat at McDonald's or pizza hut but I can't my wallet won't allow me. It's depleted bahaha. Hope they can send me freebies McDo hello love you pizza hut and others. Because of my situation I gain weight I'm now 247 kilos huhuhu and I'm taking Amlodipine and Simvastatin 10mg I'm going to take this medicines till I die. My maintenance. But to earn, I'm joining a lot of contest and sell the loot. My siatwrs the only one working. No one's helping us but we are find. Sometimes I wanna eat something but I can't. I've no money it's hard. Miss burgers and pizzas and pastas. Love see pastas. I've joined and won a lot of mods and selling it. Last two weeks, I became ill UTI and amoiba my gosh I sold the mod and was able to buy some medicines and now I'm OK Thank God, yes I left the negative one and came back to God who welcomed me with an open arms. Tell you bout this later. Tace care guys, psychicramta loves you. Follow me Mod Lovers in Facebook page Ram L. Tapawan in Facebook Ramontapawan iampsychicramta in twitter Ramontapawan in Instagram.

Happy New Year

🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇🎉🎆🎇 H A P P Y. N E W. Y E A R......................... Hi guys. Happy new year to all of you, I know its late. I'm so busy taking care of my mom, she suffered a minor heart attack, then a second massive heart attack, pneumonia. We don't have a caregiver coz we can't afford that. So I'm alone feeding her taking care of her. It's hard sometimes I wanna go out but I can't, its like I'm in a prison without walls. My mom can't walk, talk, eat on her own. She also lost her memories but gradually think some of it comes back. When somebody asked her, who am I? She said, my son. She acts like a 4 year old girl. Lots of tantrums..scariest is one hour she's an angel the next she's the devil I'm scared she's a shade shifting mood hahaha. Last years like hell, you know I loved conspiracy theories and I do almost believe that 8 days of darkness hahaha Still vaping, and boy, I'd you live in the UK you gotta try Freshmist.co.UK very delicious juices. In the US, try Slims Ejuice very delicious. In Australia its Social-lites. Hope you are all OK. Remember health is wealth. Add me in Facebook - Albert Tapawan In Twitter - iampsychicramta Thank you guys. Love yah all. Wish you the best things in life.

Oh no, not again?

Hello, hi. My Indian readers, how are you? I was impressed to no end, by that Vivo phones in your country. Very nice design and I loveeeee the specs of their phones. Are you guys uáing one? Sooo cute. The fight is still going on, hope let people use ecigs if they want to. Let them use what they want. I really believe that ecig is safe, the juices ingredients are safe. Leave us alone. But I still think, if they are going to remove the ingredients that causes sickness in our body,there are still hope. I'll go back to smoking just get those negative ingredients. Christmas is fast approaching, are you guys interested? I'm not. Time to spend and I've nothing to spend hahaha. You you can send me a gift hahaha send me a message and I'll send you my address... Lol. 😏😏😏 My idol, Senator Miriam D.Santiago is running for president again for the I think third time. I want her to win. I'm tired and sleepy. Take care my friends. See yah around. Add me in twitter @iampsychicramta

Miss me? Miss me blind?

Miss me? Miss me blind?💋💋💋💋 September is over. Thank GOD 😏😏😏 I was scared to my wits end, being a conspiracy theorist lover, oh my thought I'm going to die. I read that in September this what will happen Arrival of the dark Lord Earthquake a very large one World war 3 will start On ew orldfo vernment will start.. What do you think? Oh yeah part of life, rumors rumors most of the time they are very funny. Satisfaction at its best suh. Just laugh it off, but there are also conspiracy theory that do came into fruitition, just search for use the wvwr Famous and helpful, Google search. I love forums, conspiracy forums especially www.godlikeproductions.com but they've this habit of banning for no reason at all. Love them hehehe😇😇😇 Christmas is fast approaching once again, are you still smoking? Why don't T you try vaping? Save your lungs and save money, go vaping now.

Did you see my mom?

😇 😇 😇 Where is my Mama, where is my Mama? our mother, most important person in our life, she is taking good care of us, cooking, cleaning the house, washing and ironing our clothes, etc etc. But one day, tragic thing happened. She is in her bed at 12 in the morning, my sister decided to rushed her in the hospital. I saw my mom lying with apparatus in her body, we all thought she couldn't make it. She recovered, twas her first heart attack. She can talk walk like normal, so we really take good care of her. She is in her usual self, jolly and loving. Then we decided to rushed her in the hospital, again. Twas Pneumonia. So twas OK fine. One fine afternoon, in the hospital waiting for my sis. I decided told my mom I wanna take a nap, I noticed she kept on starin at me so I said why mom? She said nothing. I woke up feeling that someone's starin at me you know the feeling, twas my mom. 3:30 pm, she said she wants to go to the bathroom, then the unexpected happened. Her second heart attack and a fatal one. After a few days, her doctors told us, she won't be the same again. They are right, now shes alive, but she can't talk can't walk, looks like she's a 4 year old. Did you see my mom? Please tell her that I do love her we used to fight you know the thing. She's so different its like she's a new person. It's a very hard to take care of her but we love her am not showy of my feelings but hello she's my mom. Tell her that I missed her so much. Tell my mom to gfo back to her usual self, that we will start all over again. While your loved ones still alive, show let them feel your loved....before its too late, don't be like me.. Did you see her? I miss her I love her tell her that I will wait, I'm still hoping that she'll be a okay one day...God, I will wait, I will...